Wednesday, September 14, 2005

sorry that i didnt reply u last night.. i was sleeping!! the msg tone keep waking mi up and i cant sleep.. next time if u wanan msg mi bout all this stuff, do it in the afternoon... thanx..

u: "i think u may have been mistaken.. all those times when u was suddenly quiet.. it wasnt ur fault.. i was just tired or thinking about some other stuffs.. its not that i was unhappy becos u were with ur frens instead of me.. This misunderstanding mayb have cost us dearly.."

my ans: Ya.. this may cost us dearly but this is wat u wanted.. u want mi to spend more time with u but i couldnt. dun deny that u arent unhappy with this.. mayb i didnt prioritise my timing. i apologised for that. the prob is that, its not that i didnt tell u i need more time to myself.. i told u b4 and u sae ok! ya.. probably u did give mi more freedom but u actually wrote in ur blog(u deleted) that i neglect u.. i noe u dun hv much frenz, that doesnt mean that i oso dun hv. do u noe that bcos of u, i seldom go out with my other frenZZZZzzz..

u: "i think if we were more open with our feelings.. and be honest with each other.. and have more conversations with each other.. we can make this work again.."

my ans: i admit that i didnt really speak out wat's in my mind. that's bcos i didnt wanna hurt u. but few times u forced mi to sae it out. so i did.. but the reply i alwea got was "I M HURT".. i dun believe in changing oneself for other's sake. this is difficult and time consuming.. i rather u live as wat u are and save this effort.. i wont appreciate it..

u: "Im gonna fight on with my weaknesses for u.. i'll not be like ur previous exs.."

my ans : no thanx.. i dun need u to change for mi.. there sure will be gurls who will appreciate u.. ya.. i admit that i dun like ur stubbornness.. u make mi feel like u r my controller.. as days passed, i get more frustrated.. coz i couldnt do some stuff i wan to do... everytime, i ask myself, "y do i alwae hv to listen to u??!! y??!!"... for the last last time i please u to listen to mi: LET MI GO..................... i wanna be alone.......

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